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I love someone who is an asswipe
Monday, October 28, 2013 @ 4:08 AM

I actually tried my best not to disappoint you by not being a bitch about the fact that you say you miss me and all but still text someone else. or even bitch about her or anything like that. I even tried to be your friend when you were talking about other girl to me. It fucking hurts me to have you even ask about me about stupid stuff like this. The idea of the thought of you thinking of me stooping so low just to get back at you for talking to someone else? You actually thought so lowly of me when I still love you. It disgusts me when you say youre not trying to say its me but the location made it seemed clearer. Why do I even bother on thinking that you would love me the same if you dont think this would offend me. Like what am I suppose to say " I understand if i was you, I would think the same too. since i aam the only person you know who works at suntec and nicoll highway is there too.  " Well news flash, theres other building near nicoll highway too not forgetting the hotels that people who might have known you worked at. Its like someone assuming you hv STD just because you had sex once. I'm fucking butthurt ok. and you wouldnt even apologise. like it seemed ok to offend a handicap. and If you didnt know, I work without my phone anywhere near me. Its in my frickin bag the whole time. While I worked my ass off to get paid. I dont lay around feeling sorry for myself fr not hving money. I find work to do and fucking work. I dont find work. sit and hide in a corner give out hates and get paid. THERES NO FREE WIFI EVEN. So I dont get you or what you want. Because from my sherlock senses I feel like you want me to suffer the whole time of not being able to be without you. Yes I am suffering without you. but you didnt have to rub salt to me deeply cut wound and be an ass about it. You didnt have to do this to me. Dont you want me not to cry because of you anymore? Because I still do cry because of you alittle more than I should lately and I forsee myself crying even more after what you've did. I dont understand getting hate comments or anything like that by anonymous people because I dont own an account to get such and I know why I dont want to have one because I'm afraid I might be like you. Hurt someone just because their ip address is near somewhere they lived and I might  know someone who might do things like this and basically dont want to know what others want to know about me. Despite all this, I still love you. You disappointing, annoying idiot who couldnt care about my feelings. I still fucking hell love you and you dont even want to know who I have said this to but I'm going to say it. I told khai that i still love you.

And I rmmbr you said you didnt want to post a pic of you and her, guess what? you did. twice. Knowingly that I would see it. Youre a big ass fucking asshole that I can never not love. I will always have feeling for you. Even you hate me, you want to kill me. I love you and that will be my final decision and I will never be abled to stop loving you. Even if i talked to other guys, I would still be thinking of you late at night. Not that guy, because oh I've tried it alot. Why do I even cry and feel hurt so much for someone who would never feel the same. NO WHATS SADDER IS THAT I BOUGHT A DRESS TO USE FOR THAT DATE. WHERE I BOUGHT IT? WORK. I ASKED FOR PEOPLE OPINION AT WORK. Yah and you think I hv time to hate when I've been so happy over something so small for since that time you said you wanna see me. I took it as a blessing. But now I'm thinking twice about it. bout you. Please dont make me think twice about it. I really wanted to see you. I really missed you.