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Get to know meDiny Romano, That's my big name, as you can see. Its easy to pronounce , just blurt it out. 180696 Facebook Twitter Tumblr Tagboard
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The many exitsAmirah Arinah Dayah Dini Emmy Farisah Fatihah Gurpreet Icah Nadiah. Nanaa Nadia Roszima Sarrah Sarah E Shaira Sari Sofia Syaza Wanie Archives
Way long beforePrevious Posts: Homework & Handphone Everyday I just can't control Stop this feeling Missing you for the whole day To me To me ! I Love Amirah ~ Haru Haru give it to my .. XOXO Wet , Sunny day Credits
a way to give backSkin and banner by Gabby! Raw image from kseoul. Date header inspired by swsfen! Inspiration from image and mymostloved (Denise!) |
Let me hear your voice Tuesday, June 22, 2010 @ 2:26 AM We'll be able to understand each other.Please open your heart, The path we have come is, for us, surely.An important STEP to that future. 21st June 's Post: I sat in my room the whole day with a very hungry tummy. No matter how much I feel like eating . I had no appetite to eat but I have to live , I have to be healthy for school. For you . I want to see your face again , I want see you from far , I want to admire you from far. I kept reading and reading my diary , I was so broken hearted I burst into tears. Why cant I just smile to the fact that my boyfriend isn't A#@$+ ? Idk why , I keep taking all my relationships seriously. Why cant I be like someone that can break up and not care ? Why do I always hunger for you love and affection ? Why am I upset ? why aren't you here with me ? Why cant I reach out and grab your hand ? Why cant I hug you ? Why am I missing your touch ? Why am I saying this .. D; I dunt understand your definition of love & misses . You said you love me that words cant explain , why cant I see it ? You said you miss me , why aren't we meeting up ? At this point of time , only thing I could think about is to let go and never look back. As I read my old diary , I also was thinking of us. " Is a break up really that necessary ? Is this what its gonna be ? Am I going to cry ? Am I going to miss you ? Will I ever get over you ? How am I going to tell you ? Why cant I just let you go ? How low did I fall for you ? Are you really honest with me ? " I kept thinking of the same questions over and over and over like and cassette tape. Without ever realising when I was thinking so hard that Tears were in my eyes , blurring my visions. You always said you love me more than I love you , but i think I love you more than you do. Cause I feel I am the only one loving at this point of our relationship. I kept asking myself if I should take up my sisters advice . Should I just find someone better ? Sometimes I feel like I am one sided ly loving you. I feel like I am drowning in my own thoughts. Sigh , I don't see anything between you and I anymore. But I don't want to lose you , I love you. It breaks my hearts when I cant hear nor see you. In this confusing problems , I realise I really need a friend that can be someone who I can lean on and be the source of strength and I also realise how this person who always had been my source of strength and a person I can lean on no longer exist in my life. She's no where near I could reach and pull back. At this times , I wonder where were our promise of "through thick and thin , we'll go through it together. " How I wished its not an empty promise. And I dunt want promises anymore. Cause when the person who makes promises don't keep up with their word , I'll just cry and get sick and probably die out of empty promises |
