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Something isn't just right
Thursday, March 25, 2010 @ 5:11 PM

Today was long for me. Idk why my chest felt so tight . and my eyes were easily watery . I tried to make myself happy. however , acting normal isn't helping me out. I felt like crying , but I cant help but not to cry at that moment. It's like i've lost something that cant be found. my heart kept pounding . I kept feeling weak. As if I can faint or even die. I just dontknow whats wrong with myself. this isn't right. Its not me . Oh diny ,dorawa jebal. Whats wrong now ? I'm not like this. Maybe the thought of him reminding me of azman hurts alot. Idk , he apologised. he really did. Whats wrong , what're you doubting diny ? Even hearing his name make me have a lump thrt . It felt as if Im doing something wrong .

And eversince that dream ysterday , i kept wondering . I kept questioning. Why was he in my dream ?? it made me feel guilty cause i shouldnt be thinking of it much. but its too.. well something that makes me upset. While talking to myself in my head , I realise.. I was actually calling him .. syg ? It made me feel more guilty.

Ah , and when i cant find afifah and friends. I nearly cried . Well , it wasnt much because i cant find them . It just that I feel like crying at tht time cause something isn't just right at that moment. Now , i really just need time alone or just need someone to talk to cause idk whts wrong. and its making me teary. I cant help myself. but I'll promise , i wont do anything dumb to myself. It'll be just shit. (: Hopefully i'll recover from this 'sickness'.