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Problems that can but hard to be settled Thursday, November 5, 2009 @ 10:57 PM Oh well wth . I am so freaking sad maan. Iduntknow whats wrong with my family ? excluding my second sister and brother-in-law. They're giving me cold shoulder. Whenever I try to talk to them , they will like sort off not talk to me. Haigh , and this started after Tuesday incident of being home late. uhg , I am still angry about that. They're doing this because of sumthing or are they planning to do something to ruin my life ? ohmygod , what did i do to make them upset ? . Kahy lets write down the rebelious things I've done. - Coming home late {not always sehy } - Pierced my tounge What ? thas all ? ): Let write down the things that they should be proud of . - getting 1st for mid year exam - being a councilor {for awhile} - murid yg cikgu dont have to call parents - I didnt failed badly for anyth yet - I didnt talk back - I didnt show attitude - showed my best behaviour at all times - respect my elders - always home before 7pm Hmm , anymore ? neh. Uhg , They kept seeing my bad things and never thought about the good ones. And they see me as the bad one , the black sheep of the family ?Am i ? Well , if i am . why not just sent me to the foster home earlier than right ? jeesh. I feel so rejected and un-loved by my own family. Those eyes , those stares those tone they use to talk with me .. isnt the same anymore ? . ): So . I am no longger that bright diny arina bte rosman who have been here leaving under the same roof with you . Your blood related girl . Wont it better if I didnt exist kan ? if ur not treating me like im related to you. As if I am a stranger and dont mean a thing to your life ? So , now I am typing all this with the most saddest feeling ever. mix emotions is more like it. Uhg , wth . Its so hard to sleep at night when I kept thinking about this. It makes me so scared to even sleep. Cause when I close my eyes I feel more lonely. Cause what I saw was jus darkness. Hmm , I feel well odd. |
