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Drifting apart ?
Thursday, November 19, 2009 @ 11:46 PM



Hmm now my post is for my 'sister{s}' .
Well , of course I know most aren't reading but hey I don't care you see. I just believe in away or another. We're all drifting apart . Serious , c'mon. Sit and read ,While I reflect what happened to us for 1 year and so.
Me and Mirah have been chatting and reminisce.We seem to have driften apart quite alot. I know , you see me&mirah much more closer than the rest but there's a meaning why. Me and her still contact each other and all. Well Enna , beginning of the year had forgotten us but now she atleast have an afford to even come here and meet up. Idk bout the others. I know Lisa dont want to go to an outing with shaashaa. I dont mean to spoil the holiday mood or whtv. Its just that recently , we're not what we used to be. I know everyone change . But look to me and mirah right . We've not changed a single bit but maybe alittle but we've never forget anyone of you. Now , most of us probably dont realise but when we start to sit together .. For sure theres this silence and you'd feel awkward like as if we've just met . Me and mirah want us to be well bonded like last time . I know , Last year .. Me and Lisa had an arguement than we settled it. Than had Wanie and Lisa pulak. Than almost everyone with Lisa cause of her attitude but in the end she's back with us again. Than Shaashaa and Lisa . That one idk la. Its the most merepekess thing that had happened. Than now yueling .. Well mostlikely had driften away the most c'mon ? look , u say u miss the 'Sister ship' want outing. When we tryna make it happen, whatch doing ? We're changing the topics. Now .. I feel right only mirah understands me. Seriously, when I want us to meet slalu ade pape2 je. All online except for two or what. Wth ? Its not a surprise when one day we sit together and suddenly we forget everyth about each other. In my side of view , you all are so damn freaking close with your secondary friends. I know , new sch, new friends , new bbygirls kan ? Yang laen dilupekan segale.
now i want to say to a specifik person , the girl who changed alot . Alot . But not the wild one.
" We used to be so damn freakin close sia. Seriously , eversince u step foot into that school. You had problems , when you had a hard time. Tell me . Tell me who the fuck was there for you ? Who the fuck was listening to you ? Not them but us eh US taw. You got a problem with ur New Bestfr , you come to us . You want to help . We help . What do we get ? We get nothing. That day , we asked you out . You said you'd might follow . I agree the 'might' . But when you came there not with us but whoever your freakin friends were and than you freakin' told us off. Oh what ? You're with your new friends , you want to act as if your not our friend. Even that phrase "diam ah" hurt me , mirah and enna okahy. Cause if you were in our shoes you'd feel the way we felt. We were damn pissed off with your attitude when your around your friends and we left ASAP. Why ? Cause we cant cope with your freakin' attitude towards us. Layan them tak layan kiteh ah ? . As me , mirah and enna walk we were like damn angry with your friends and you. All I can say was it was damn terrible. I felt like crying . As if we were some plies of tissues in a tissue box. you cry everyth you come to us happy2 go there kan ? Fine . Uhg ,crap. Than about me. I know i shouldnt be dependent on you but well the sentance of 'i will be there for you . just text me kay . if night or wht just say{or sumth liketh}' But those words , i hung on to it too long. That day , when I really needed someone to hear me . Be there for me . I msged you , hoping that you remembered to those word you said. at that time I was really crying and seriously need you , cause your the closest to me , and usually would be there for me but when I smsed you I get an ' Arggh ! Shh !' As if you dont know me .. I am a very weak girl I can cry over the smallest thing. So i cried and cried till 4 plus. I was crying my hear out cause I felt rejected idk why but when the sun came up and I woke up . I cant do much I was having a high fever of 39 degrees . But you still have the cheek to ask me out. What I did ? I threw every away . I offed my phone. I was sick so i cant do much . All I did that whole day was lying on that bed while waiting for my mother. you sick , I temankn you go here go there. takde balas balek. I tak keysah ah , now I tngok u you kan. Mcm maken lame make jaoo dari kitorg. Espesially me. I know la I nothing to you what. AKU KAN DINY ARINA MISS NOBODY. "
thanks for reading /;