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Get to know meDiny Romano, That's my big name, as you can see. Its easy to pronounce , just blurt it out. 180696 Facebook Twitter Tumblr Tagboard
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The many exitsAmirah Arinah Dayah Dini Emmy Farisah Fatihah Gurpreet Icah Nadiah. Nanaa Nadia Roszima Sarrah Sarah E Shaira Sari Sofia Syaza Wanie Archives
Way long beforePrevious Posts: one month tht dream I had. Am so dumb rt now Kude Kepang ? (: Di mane diny ?): huushsh smangat. (: Long distance Chaak (: ! Sumpah Im a VIRGIN (: KiddySheckler (: Credits
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she said ;A Perfect Smile With Broken Wings Monday, August 3, 2009 @ 9:49 PM To Mirah, LKS and others who know : I know you all dunt want me to be this way , 'this way' means ; not to share my problems to you at the same time sad. This tears me up. I just need my time.. Alone , thts all. I can see you all consern (: thankyou. I know tht I can tell you the story , tht will evn make me cry . *watery eyes* . Sometime , I dunt want to cry infront of you . or cry when Im talking with you. Althoug we're chatting. Sorry if you felt neglected or anything in anyway . I always have in mind is 'Jangan bebankn my love ones '. But when I tell you tt . You said I didnt do sucha thing . but to me I am doing tht. Korg syg diny ,diny tahu. korg tkmahu tngok diny sedih ,diny tahu. korg phm diny , diny tahu. but to me somethings we're meant to be left unrevealed .(: *crieees* Because whenever I try to reach out , I will cry . Those who knows me in sch best . Knows tht I would cry over the slightest things. Sorry lah , this diny is over emotional. altho if it was a conclusion. I will still cry , Sometime you see me quiet when we were havg a conv about somthing tht relates to my situation. I was actually stopping my tears. I always want to be strong , Iduno how some of you do it w/out crying ? I'll either cry or keep quiet . make myself talk softly. I know you can see the diffrents with me within 5 days , {include sat&sun} . I kept my crying me ,in me , nver wanted you to know or see me sad. but seeing me angry reflects me being sad. So its obvious ): Korg comforted me enough. Thankyou. I wont say 'I promise you tht whenevr Im sad , I'll tell you. ' but I'll say 'okay' . I dunt want to make u sad to see me in my situation. Yuh , I do feel lonely. But I notice you were there ,talking to me. I just dontknow wht to say ? . if only I ,myself know whye I've becoming grumpy. ): non of u al are in fault. Its my fault. Yes , you can know whye (: but only afew. few of them who i know, who I can trust . I never meant to make you sad seeing me this way. So sorry ): I cant help myself ,I like to keep it all in. If i tell one story , its related to the other. When the story got longger. The more complicated the story is. The more I'll feel like crying. Thts whye I dunt like to shre my problems . but I wana know your problem and help out. -diny wants to apologise): |
